IN VINEO ...

Before I hit college age, I'd come to realize a few things. First, - I liked guys. Second, I disliked the gay scene. That may sound like a contradiction - but I'd also come to realize that most guys are Bi under the right circumstances and I had a deep visceral hatred for anal-sex & gender-bending affectations as did most of the self-professed "straight-guys" among my peers (whether they were open about admitting it or not).  Even though I wasn't the best looking guy (probably in the top 40%) - I kept in shape and played a few sports in order to hang out with other guys - specifically, -guys I'd like to get nekkid with if/when circumstances arose.  And when guys get drinking - circumstances do arose.

The 1st time this happened, I was a junior in HS at a party being thrown for the varsity football players (I was one) at the house of the head cheerleader during winter break.  Her parents were gone (what a surprise) and the punch got spiked early & often.  I discovered that fact when I had my 1st glass.  You have to decide early on that you're not going to get messed up. I stop at (1) drink - even till this day.  It lowers my anxiety/inhibitions just enough to let me socialize easier. 

And as the guys drank - I watched behavior change and guys got friendlier. About 1 hour into the party - somebody suggested that we use the Jacuzzi --- so clothes came off & most of us guys stayed shirtless through the evening.  Todd Evans (the quarterback) was downing the punch like a fish breathes water & he was getting drunk in fast fashion.  Someone pulled out their phone-camera & said to smile. Todd planted a big friendly kiss on my cheek - probably to embarrass me - while the picture was being snapped.  In the pic - I have this look like I'm not really comfortable with the whole kiss thing.  The fact was I was totally into it but didn't want my face to telegraph the truth.  Even though the photo came out darkly - you can see the blush in my upper body.  My excuse was that I was still hot from the Jacuzzi.  The fact was that my good friend Todd - was a total stud from brows to balls.

Sometime during the 3rd party hour - most of the other guys vanished as did all of the cheerleaders.  Todd was sloppy drunk - still in the Jacuzzi, and I was totally sober (but kept a half full glass in my hand so not to disclose the fact that I wasn't into the "party" side of the party).  I was also in the Jacuzzi - partly because I was keeping an eye on Todd. Drunk people & bodies of water don't mix well.  At about 2AM Todd's drunk-talk quieted down & he began to fall asleep in the Jacuzzi beside me.  As he faded out his muscles relaxed and he began to slide toward the deeper part away from the seating-edge.  I could tell that this wasn't going to end well if I didn't change the venue.

My family owned a cottage about 5 miles from the party and it was currently unoccupied.  It was a summer cottage - but the kitchen, one bedroom & the bath had been winterized for full season use if necessary.  I shook Todd awake & told him we should leave before he drowned in the Jacuzzi.  He laughed as I helped him out of the water and toweled him off.  Man - did naked look good on him.  I had better chest development but he was still total eye-candy.  Tight musculature, & large, strong bones connecting those defined muscles with thick man-tendons - & a perfect face complimented by the most sexy, muscled big hands and wide feet.  He had a impressive uncut cock that was about 5 inches flaccid & hung thickly between his large balls.   He was super friendly with handshakes, high-fives & a hug as I essentially dressed us both & helped him walk out to my truck. 

The 5-mile drive seemed like 20. The outdoor temperature was about 10 degrees & the truck was cold blooded.  At this point - the cold was keeping Todd awake.  When we reached the camp - I helped him walk inside & sent a text to my parents saying I was staying at the camp with the drunk quarterback.  I let them know I was stone sober & helping him out so he didn't have to go home in that condition.  My dad text'd me back with a thumbs-up symbol and I flipped the electric blanket setting to 70.  The gas heater normally kept the cottage just warm enough so that the pipes wouldn't freeze, but I turned it up to 55F.  Todd just sat on the bed as I went about adjusting controls around the cabin.  "About ready to crash here?", I asked him.  He slurred a drunk affirmative and walked into the bathroom where a the sound of a long piss followed. "Hey Todd - no dirty clothes in the bed...There's a bath robe hanging beside the shower if you want it." - I instructed while he was in the middle of his piss.  When the pissing sound abated I could hear the sound of clothes coming off and shoes being dropped by someone who needed to steady himself while doing so.  I clicked on a dim nightlight and turned the main off.  Undressing to the raw - I climbed into the bed and waited in the dim light.  Eventually - Todd came out of the bathroom wearing the black bathrobe. 

"I'm in the raw under this..." he slurred. 

"I don't care Bro. We've been in the same locker-room & showers how many times now?" - I reassured.  "It's not like you're gonna offend me with your gawd-bod." 

Todd slurred a chuckle: "Gawd-bod..." he repeated.  "I wish I had your chest"...he commented as he dropped the robe & slid under the covers.  The bed-coverings were still cold & Todd curled into a semi fetal position reacting to it.  Because I was throwing heat like a furnace - I asked, "Cold?".  Todd shivered a brief, "Ah huh".  And I used that as my cue to slide an arm under him & pull him toward me.  "I'm hot blooded...", I explained.  As Todd's cold skin made contact with my warmth - he snuggled up to me on his side wrapping his right arm across my chest and sliding his right leg over my right leg.  I continued the inertia of his motion by sliding my right arm under his torso & pulling him up on top of me so that we were pec to pec, balls to balls with his knees together - straight legged - in the hollow created by my slightly spread legs.  My warm body against his cold skin simply caused him to cuddle into me as I wrapped my legs around his & placed a pillow on my left shoulder - positioning him so that his head was resting on it. At the same time I began to slowly slide my warm hands along his muscular back, neck & the globes of his arse in a gentle, warming massage.  Todd let out a contented sigh.  Meanwhile my heartbeat went into the aerobic zone.

It didn't take very long before the booze, massage & warmth worked Todd into a stupor and my dick turned into a rock beside his as I slowly explored the smooth curves of his meaty naked man-body atop of mine.  I'd had my eye on Todd for 3 years and grown to be great friends with him.  To be here wrapped up naked with him was a feeling that had no equal. 

Whatever the nature of the stupor was that he was in -- he wasn't completely unconscious because he occasionally let loose a soft moan of contentment from the massage he was getting from me.  I had read somewhere that if you're a guy and you get a guy into a position like this - then the best tactic is to get him to shoot his cock-sauce.  He can't call your manliness or methods into question later on if his cumm is wetting your abs.  And because I'm in good shape and could benchpress Todd - I simply used that strength to gently reposition his hips so that his cock was pinned between his lower naval area and my erection.  And then I began to slowly & firmly apply varying pressure along his penis by tightening & relaxing my ass & lower back while hardening my abs.  Over the next five minutes I could feel his erection reflex hardening his cock until an unmistakable contraction at the base of his balls caused it to momentarily stiff-twitch while he groaned some and thrust forward slightly by tightening his ass. I knew that I had him where I wanted him as I continued to slowly seduce his baby-maker with mine by tightening the grip of my legs - wrapped around his & using my arms to lower the position of his upper body just enough that it caused his pelvis to bend slightly & reduce the force his weight made at the groin.  This allowed me to slowly slide my penis along the length of his by rocking my hips in slow, seductive patterns.

It didn't take much time before his erection was steel hard & leaking precum - which acted like lube & made the process of dick rubbing with him even easier.  The soft moans coming out of Todd were now occurring once or twice a minute accompanied by hard twitches at his balls that stiffened his raging erection as they occurred.   He also began to reflexively slow thrust as the pleasure caused his ass muscles to contract - sliding his manrod with greater force & urgency against mine.  It was the hottest thing I'd ever done with a guy.  I could hear his pounding heart in his deeper breathing as it interrupted the air flow with each beat.  I synched my breathing so when he'd inhale I'd exhale so that his expanding abs would move into the hollow of mine & vice versa.

Knowing I wasn't going to last much longer, I slightly increased the speed & pressure of my cock against Todd's.  His satiated groans soon turned to near-whispered moans of thankful pleasure as his ass stiffened tightly - hard thrusting his hungry man-tool forward against mine.  I literally heard a few of his toes crack as he curled them in pleasure and the next hard pulse that emanated from his dick was accompanied by the feel of his hot jizz hitting my abs.  I was already at that place where you feel it coming - out of control and within seconds my seed was hotly mixing with his in a hot mess of dick-vomited spunk causing our abs to stick together like newly applied rubber cement. 

Beads of sweat rolled down onto me from his torso, armpits and groin as Todd let an extended groan in the pleasure of his ejaculatory release.  Despite the intensity of my orgasm -- I'd remained quiet and now I simply waited with my arms loosely hugging him with my left hand cupping the back of his neck and my right resting on the small of his back just above his glute.  I was gauging whether or not he was aware of the situation and if so - what he was going to do.

His orgasm had brought him out of his stupor somewhat.  With his right hand he found the top blanket & moved it off us.  The feel of the cold air was good and with an open eye - I could literally see the steam roll off from us.  It seemed appropriate - considering.  I smiled to myself.  Todd let out a brief, soft grunt.  He groggily planted both hands onto the mattress & began to push himself up. I felt like playing with him so I moved my arms so that each forearm was on the inside of his respective opposite wrist and & pushed out with each - causing his arms to spread - bringing his torso back down onto mine.  Todd laughed a drunk drawled chuckle.  "I've gotta take a killer piss, bro...", he slurrily explained. "You can't buy booze ... you can only rent it.", he continued. "Besides - you need to make sure I don't fall down in your shower...". I could hear the smile in his voice.

I rolled him off me and helped him to the bathroom where I cranked the shower on. The hot water was instant hot propane so within seconds there was bellowing steam coming from the glass enclosure the shower was in.  I helped Todd into the shower space.  It was big enough for 3 people.  We each aimed & pissed down the drain like we had in the gym showers a million times.  I kept one arm around Todd to steady him.  He turned toward me and put both arms around my neck & leaned into me enjoying the hot spray.  I reached up to the nozzle & turned it to atomize mode that cut the spray into what seemed to be a hot soaking steam.  Grabbing the shampoo - I lathered up Todd's head and mine & then worked the lather down over both of us.  Todd didn't make any comments as I lathered up his genitals & then stepped in toward him so that the front of our bodies pressed together as I lathered up his back letting a wave of suds wash down over his ass and down his legs & feet where the suds accumulated on the shower floor - moving ever so slowly toward the drain.  After a few minutes of standing there hugging Todd in the buff, - I reached up & turned the spray back on and slowly walked in rotation with him as the water cleared the rest of the soap. 

Exiting the shower, - I toweled us both off and we went back to bed. Despite the fact the steam from the shower had warmed the air in the bedroom as well - Todd still cuddled up to me once we were in bed.  I turned toward him & snuggled into him wrapping up in a confident physical affection that seemed as natural as a deep friendship.

And it's this time-frame I wanted to touch on in this account. I think you have the best handle on how you feel about someone immediately after you bust your nutt with him.  If you still want to cuddle, touch him & enjoy his presense - even as he sleeps; -If you feel a sense of responsibility to protect him in his compromised drunkeness - then you're with a guy you love up and beyond the aspect of sex.  And it's awesome. That sort of bond is like eating the most satisfying bread after a long fast - and the sexual side is like the finest butter with it.  

Tomorrow should no doubt be interesting. Glad I had www.g0ys.org as a reference...

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Scientists Explain Why Drunk "Hetero"sexuals are Into Gay Hookups
By Yasmin Tayag on May 3, 2017
Filed Under Science, Alcohol, Pop Culture Science, Psychology & Sex

Sex is ubiquitous in the media but only a fraction depicts sexual interactions between same-sex partners. This field study, conducted outside of bars in the Midwestern United States, examined 83 heterosexuals’ sexual willingness with a same- or other-sex partner. Participants viewed a randomly assigned video vignette of a same- or other-sex partner. Alcohol intake, partner attractiveness, and sexual willingness were measured. Using moderated regression analysis, we found that alcohol intake predicted sexual willingness with the male target for both men and women, but not with the female target. The attractiveness of same-sex partners was related to sexual willingness. Sexual willingness was only influenced by alcohol intake and perceived attractiveness of a same-sex prospective partner. Most notably, alcohol intake was related to increased sexual willingness of men with a same-sex partner, suggesting a potential shift in normative casual sexual behavior among heterosexual men.